Excerpt from Khalifa’s diary.
Page 87.
Year 2009,
Day (smudged)
"Moving on is not so easy…
If moving on was so easy, love would be just a metaphor for flirting.
But the truth is, we can’t. We cannot move on just like that.
I think of you every now and then. I find my substance in thinking about you.
Even when you are not there, for now or for tomorrow or for never…
I still know I will always find my substance in thinking about you
Today is just another day, when I intensely think of you, us and our moments together.
They were perfect like the moon.
Coz I know it was not perfect.
It had holes, and barricades just like any other perfect thing on this earth.
Perfection was only when we were together.
Fights were not hatred. Just ramblings of consequential factoid of a future not existent yet.
Still the ramblings are clear, so vividly clear that I can still feel the pain it used to bring in my heart.
Heart is still a cohesive structure that pumps blood.
Brain still has those gray cells which think of you.
I am still amused how clear every moment of our togetherness is.
Every single moment, every touch, every feel and every drama…
Without you, life is not tough. But its less strong.
Without you, the songs are there, but devoid of music.
Without you, the colours are there, but devoid the flowers.
I still move on"
Amazing lines….Meaningfull lines….Loved it !!!